Finding Yourself

i need it, i want it! there's nothing that has ever came so close. to be near you, to have it all in sight. the change came so softly. i'm losing my mind, whatever can i do? how will i take it all in? the concept is so enigmatic, i'm lost in it sometimes. fear of the coming, and of never having it. i believe you need to change the inevitable, and to dream your dream and be who you are because it's the one thing that matters the most!