Welcome

Hi, and welcome to my blog! I decided to do this blog on my life, because writing these things down helps me keep in touch with who I am inside. I hope you enjoy it!

Always & Forever
Christina

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Heartbreak

Sometimes I think about you
but just not to much anymore
How you broke my heart is all I see
How could you do that to me
I trusted you so much
and you threw it all away
just out of anger one day
Forgiveness is something I believe in
but you left me no choice
Can't let you close enough
to touch me anymore
Pain will take this battle
and feed it's ugly face
turning it into something
even I can't recognize

Saturday, January 2, 2010

My Secret

a feeling so deep it
desperately tries to fight it's way out,
fear of what this all means i hide
every thought of your body
makes me tremble
everything i have tasted
doesn't compare to the taste of your skin
every word i say
bears a mark that you're here
every sight i see
is beautiful cause all i see is you
every tear is happiness you've brought
i'm pierced and my heart is tainted

Finding Yourself

i need it, i want it! there's nothing that has ever came so close. to be near you, to have it all in sight. the change came so softly. i'm losing my mind, whatever can i do? how will i take it all in? the concept is so enigmatic, i'm lost in it sometimes. fear of the coming, and of never having it. i believe you need to change the inevitable, and to dream your dream and be who you are because it's the one thing that matters the most!